It is one thing to fall, devolving in the ninth sphere, and it is another thing to descend.
To descend is to go consciously, especially within the sexual act, so as to eliminate certain egos of the abyss.
To fall is to be a resident of the ninth sphere in Klipoth, a failure...
Nous, noetic thought, is developed through sexual magic and meditation.
For thirty years I sought God. But when I looked carefully I found that in reality God was the seeker and I the sought. -Bayazid al-Bastami