Hello. I'm having difficulty dealing with how to handle my feelings towards actions that are evil. Take wet dreams for example. Before going to sleep at night my feelings are full of concern, anxiety, and anger; sometimes I even avoid sleep because of it. They are a disease in my mind. They triumph over me often and cause a great deal of pain and sadness. Could my feelings actually be feeding the demons of my mind making them stronger? Samael Aun Weor said that you should always take a neutral position with the things you experience and have compassion and understanding, however that it only applied to other people not to your ego because it must and deserves to die. So how best should this issue be approached ? Thank you for your time and have a peaceful day.