Soo.... i have another question
im not really into chartsmusic.... but something makes me wanna know more about modern day music, their videos... and especially the teachings that they put in there.... it seems that its full of symbolic stuff, occult teachings and cabbalistic knowledge.... its like all these artists seem to know something...... most of it seems very dark ...and actually looks like they are rather working with the klipoth than with sepiroth..... could it be that these people entered daath... without eliminating their egos?? i mean standing on big stages being admired by a tenthousands of people... must be very ego-boosting dont you think??? i know these people know about these mystic teachings, some more some less,.... but for instance Madonna...... even her name is chosen absolutely wise.... she knew what she did..... also a Rihanna, didnt choose the name unpurposely..... these people know something...... but still its seems to me... none of them has found the divine light within themselves.... it seems they are dealing with really dark forces...... eventhough they have a really great knowledge..... could it be that it is really hard to face or even eliminate the ego when being a worldstar.... or that it could even be almost impossible??? when being told how absolutely perfect and great you are all of the time...?? its almost magical how im drawn to this topic for years already, because im trying to understand what it is all about.... i dont want to say its all dark bad illuminati-stuff because i think theres more to it than that..... theres a huge wisdom lying within all of this..... but i hardly ever find light ...or love in any of these symbolic stuff.... it looks very fascinating and is i guess created for looking so.... and draw people in.... but all these artists undergo initiations... thats for sure...... but everything ends up being black,white and red... checkered floors and whatever....
i think theres a big difference between duality and polarity.... polarity is the nature of life..... two side of a coin,... minus and plus balancing eachother out.... like yin and yang.. but that checkered masonic floor , all this oppositestuff without the circle around it to balance it.... seems very extreme to me.... as if there was black or white....as if they would do really bad stuff and then do really good stuff according to pagan teachings of the sun and the moon to balance it.... no natural divine balance.... like sun and rain.... but living these crippling dividing extremes.... could it be that all of these people have estaunting knowledge but using it for the wrong purposes??? trying to keep their egos while gainin wisdom?? i dont wanna keep wasting my time trying to understand it by lookin at all this odd very sinister and dark stuff.... because its like i always get one piece of a puzzle.... but never get the bigger picture... -cause im simply no 33rd degree mason
to understand all of this..... nor am i intrested to become one..... im just somebody that likes to understand things instead of judging people and saying they are this and that....
maybe you have some inspiring view of these things....
id be glad
thanks in advance
lots of love,.... tamara