I had a Gnostic dream, where my astral body was in a tent, in a desert, and if I recall, I had the assistance of Masters.

I had awoken to the fact that the Gnostic teachings were part of the absolute truth of God, and could feel the reality and truth of the teachings far beyond what I can feel in my waking life. I also felt that my wife was being prepared for me to practice Alchemy with.

Since that dream, I have felt different, but have also felt as if the Masters had abandoned me.

What is the best way to remain in the light of the Masters? To remain in a place where I am worthy of receiving their help?

Thank you