All I think about is Gnosis and the path.
I can confidently say that every day, I become more convinced (in the depth of my mind) that this is the only way towards salvation.
I am aware that I still have a lot of ego to eliminate, and I am not yet able to practice Alchemy because I'm not married yet (I'm only 22, a little bit shy, and I'm not sure how I will be able to find a wife who is willing to understand Gnosis).
I am in dire need of assistance from a Master, but can not yet perform Astral Projection (I have had a few lucid dreams). I believe I am humble enough to study at the feet of a Master.
Any advice in terms of how to summon help?
I understand that patience is needed on the path, but I would much like to begin my practice of Alchemy, since I read that sexual abstention alone is not nearly as beneficial as performing the Maithuna.
Thank you very much for your help.