i would like to know at what lifetime i would be at. i figure if i were nearing the end of the 108 lifetimes, i would either be superiorly intelligent or walking on the edge of mental instability. nearing the end of lifetimes, one would be carrying a bunch of heavy egos. Gnosis helped me understand my mind, the egos, and me. I find that it took 45 years before I found Gnosis, i always try to practice self-awareness. 108 lifetimes to become consciencious, doesn't sound like a lot when your nearing the last lifetime.