lifetimes

Question

i would like to know at what lifetime i would be at.  i figure if i were nearing the end of the 108 lifetimes, i would either be superiorly intelligent or walking  on the edge of mental instability. nearing the end of lifetimes, one would be carrying a bunch of heavy egos.  Gnosis helped me understand my mind, the egos, and me. I find that it took 45 years before I found Gnosis, i always try to practice self-awareness. 108 lifetimes to become consciencious, doesn't sound like a lot when your nearing the last lifetime.

Benedictus · Accepted Answer

Whether or not we are at the very end of our cycle of existences, the Law is merciful towards those who demonstrate through their actions the longing to change, to work within the three factors on a daily basis: to stop harmful action (death), to adopt beneficial action (birth), and to help others (sacrifice).  If we practice diligently and make effective changes, we can be provided with more time to complete our psychological and spiritual work.  Therefore, there is no need to fear; that is an ego.  What we need is reliance on our Innermost.  He will always negotiate for us if we deserve it.