Articles that i have read says that caffeine and fluorinated water destroy the glandular system do you think that it is possible to be cut off from awakening. I i dont think i am misusing sexual energy because it has been more than 4 years since i have had sex because of fear that i am trying to fight and trauma. I have seen some very bad things and felt them and it feels like they haunt me seeing how perverse men can be terrifies me. When i found Gnosis i knew that there were decent men out there that understood what sacred really means and i felt light shine through me like how it feels in the spring when light first touches your skin and it feels warm after the cold season. i have been told that i have to put all of these feelings behind me me and in my heart i always knew that that was the right thing to do, but that whole time i knew my heart, my mind, couldn’t take perversity or what wasn’t sacred and seeing that everyone i ever met seemed like they were blind to what was within i lost hope. But now i dont feel that way any more. Just hearing your response that it is possible to restore this energy and function to the pineal gland makes me feel better more than you know. Thank you from the bottom of my heart