How to put into practice this book? assuming that I already had learned self-observation, I continued to the chapter 22(Chatter
) where Master Samael says, if I understood right, not to judge others with the inner tongue, not to allow thoughts of gossip control our mind, but it happens, that I am not observing my self constantly, so I fail and keep judging others inside of me, even if I do not express it. Should I go back, reed again the chapters about self observation? My mind is bored to read again and again the same, should I try to practice constantly self observation without going back and read about it? Is it uncommon for someone to face this problem?
Now lets say, that for a month, I did not allow any ego to convince me, that its gossip is true, then should I move to the other chapters? To stop my psychological song? I tend to forget, that the final goal, is to eliminate all these egos, that make me suffer. But for now, I will focus on the first step.