Hello gnostic instructors today when I was making out with my girlfriend I was mentally pronouncing mantras such as "iiiiaaaooo" and praying to god to transmute the energies, and trying to raise the energies to my brain with my thoughts, but I noticed after she had left that I had spilled semen. Did I accidentally practice black tantra because of the spilled semen? Is there any hope left for me if I did, and if I didn't then why did semen spill out? thank you in advance