In your responses to my previous post you write that one should try to find what is causing a distracted state of awareness. In most of your courses you are also stating that we should be measuring actual progress of spiritual practice based on facts and always try to refine our practice in order to improve it. But how can we do that if we have not mastered the science of meditation? For me personally it ends up with superficial intellectual analysis: oh, it probably must be this that prevents me from development, or no, maybe it's something else, maybe it's that, etc. Therefore, how we may identify what is the root-cause of our problems that prevents us from development?
The worst thing about all of this is that both Father who is in secret and Divine Mother keep silent, no matter how hard you ask them. It looks like no matter how hard you try to practice, you try to change yourself, you ask for help or apply self-observation/self-remembering, there is no progress whatsoever. It looks like "Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you" doesn't work in some cases. Now I am trying to understand people, who leave this path due lack of any progress despite all their efforts, as spiritual practice starts bringing only pain and trauma.