Given that the teraphim (mediums, channelers) have spoken lustfully and the soothsayers have perceived falsehood and futile dreams, they are speaking with vanity; consequently as a flock they journey, they are being debased, since there is no one shepherding them. – Zachariah 10:2
Soothsayers are intellectual Kabbalists, whereas Prophets are intuitive Kabbalists. In this lecture we are going to explain the root of both. The soothsayers are black magicians, sorcerers, diviners (mediums, channelers). Yet, the Prophets are the Avatars, the Apostles. Thus, we have to know the difference, and understand how to polarize ourselves with the positive aspect, or what we call clairvoyance.
When I am saying this I have to state this: God as a breath of life, as a wind, blows into my head, so that the dust of the earth goes on top, in order to organize this lecture. Later on you will understand why I am saying the dust of the earth, because remember that the brain is Adam. And it is written that Adam was made from the dust of the earth.
All of this has a deep meaning within we are going to penetrate in order to comprehend why it is written:
In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. The same was in the beginning with God. All things were made by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made. – John 1:1-3
As you already know, ‘In the beginning” are the first three words written in the Book of Genesis, as well as in the Book of John. Bereshith in Hebrew means ‘in the beginning’. The Word—as it is explained there in the beginning of the Gospel of John—is the Creator of everything that was made—that is, the whole universe. The previous lecture [Daath: The Door to Knowledge] explained that this is why Bereshith starts with the letter Beth, which is related with Briah, the world of creation.
If we count the letters of the Hebrew alphabet, we know that the first one is Aleph, the wind. The second letter is Beth with which we write Bereshith ‘in the beginning’ in the Book of Genesis. Beth is related with the Sephirah Chokmah, which is Hebrew for “wisdom.” This is why many Kabbalists state that really when we say Bereshith we are stating, “In wisdom” God created in the beginning of the universe. Chokmah is wisdom in Hebrew and relates with the letter Beth, since Chokmah is the second Sephirah of the Tree of Life.
This is why in esotericism we state that Chokmah, which in Christianity is called the Son, is the Logos (the Word). However, we know that the Holy Trinity—Father, Son, and Holy Spirit—are called the three Logoi or the three Words, because each one of them is a Word, a Logos. Yet, the responsibility of creation, in accordance to the Kabbalah, lies on Chokmah, which is the Son, and that is why Chokmah is called the Word, the Logos.
As the Book of John explains, “and the word was made flesh.” This verse implies the incarnation of the word or the incarnation of Christ, the incarnation of the Son, the second aspect of the Trinity. The Son is called “the word,” so when we talk about the word, we talk about Chokmah.
Now, we understand why in previous lectures we explained that the archetypes are within Chokmah, which are those spiritual elements of the world of Atziluth, the world of God, that have to decend into the physical world through the different dimensions in order for us to inherit the word of God.
The word of God, Chokmah, is represented by the twenty-two letters of the Hebrew alphabet. When we say the word, we are referring to the twenty-two letters of the Hebrew alphabet that are related with wisdom. This is why the Master Samael Aun Weor stated in one of his books,
Wisdom is hidden within the Hebrew words.
Wisdom is Chokmah, and the Hebrew words are written with the Hebrew alphabet, the twenty-two letters, which are twenty-two Arcana related to the twenty-two commandments. This is why it is written that “faithfulness devotedness is the virtue of Chokmah.” He is the one that fulfills the commandments of God, which are twenty-two. This is why Iod-Hei-Vav-Hei is the name of Chokmah, the second Sephirah, in the world of God.
In the world of Atziluth, the world of archetypes, we find a holy name in each of the ten Sephiroth. The name Iod-Hei-Vav-Hei appears in Chokmah in the world of Atziluth. Chokmah is Jahovah, Iod-Havah, or Jahavah, which is related with the sacred Tetragrammaton: Iod-Hei-Vav-Hei.
Chokmah is the Sephirah where we find for the first time Iod-Hei-Vav-Hei the second Tetragrammaton or word of God, which in the Bible is translated as Jehovah. We call him Iod-Havah, who is Chokmah, the Christ, which contains the twenty two letters of the Hebrew alphabet, which is the word.
Within Chokmah is Israel, which symbolizes all of these archetypes that we have to develop. This is why it is written that when Moses descended from the mount of Sinai he was shining with the light of Jehovah. When Jehovah—Chokmah, wisdom, the Son, the Word, Christ—was talking to Moses on the Mount of Sinai, he said, “I appeared to the former prophets (the patriarchs Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob) with the name of Shaddai El Chai,” which means the almighty God, the life, or the living almighty God, which is the name of God in the Sephirah Yesod.
In other words, in order to have the privilege of seeing the second Sephirah, Chokmah, we have to reach the level of Moses, and to go first into Abraham, Isaac, Jacob working very hard in the world of Yesod in order to have the privilege to be in Daath, which is the Sephirah above the Monad and below the Logoic Trinity. The Sephirah Daath is above the sixth Sephirah of the Tree of Life, where we see that Word, that Christ, that Jehovah.
This is why it is written that Moses incarnated Christ, who in Kabbalah is Iod-Hei-Vav-Hei, the manifested word in the flesh. This is something that we have to comprehend and understand in order not to fall into confusion. Chokmah, wisdom, the Son, flows within the universe; thus, it is not a person—it is the Logos, it is the Word, the Sound. This is why it is stated “in the beginning was the word.”
This is why I stated: when God blows into my head, all the dust of the earth goes up into my mind, and from such dust I take the letters in order to express what was in the beginning.
Dust in Hebrew, in Kabbalah, is “apher,” which is written with the letters Ayin, Peh, and Reish: apher or epher. If you take the Ayin out of this word and instead you put the letter Samech - which is a circle, the letter S in Kabbalah - you then form the word sepher, which means book.
There are many books—i.e. the Bible is a sepher; there is a famous Kabbalistic book that is called the Sepher Yetzirah, “the book of the world of Yetzirah.” Apher, sepher are related with the word. When you say apher, it means dust, and could be also a letter. Sepher is book.
In Hebrew, ‘the dust of Earth” is written in different ways.
‘Dust’ brings now into my mind, that prophesy written by Daniel the Prophet, that states:
And many of them that sleep in the dust of the earth shall awake, some to everlasting life, and some to shame and everlasting contempt. And they that be wise shall shine as the brightness of the firmament (related to the archetypes in Atziluth, the world of Kether); and they that turn many to righteousness as the stars for ever and ever. But thou, O Daniel, shut up the words, and seal the book, even to the time of the end: many shall run to and fro, and knowledge shall be increased. - Daniel 12:2-4
There is duality in that prophecy: “them that sleep in the dust of the earth shall awake, (1) some for everlasting life and (2) others for everlasting contempt. Let us study the duality.
To awake from the dust of the earth —what is this dust of the earth? If you read the Book of Daniel you find dust ‘apher’, which means the letters, meanings: them that sleep within the archetypes of the earth shall awaken. Here, the Hebrew word ‘earth’ is plural. When in the Bible they talk about ‘earth’ they say ‘ground’ in Hebrew, adamah, which is a feminine name, a-da-mah. It is stated:
And the Jehovah Elohim formed Adam of the dust (apher) of adamah. - Genesis 2:7
Adam was made from adamah. Adam and adamah share the same letters.
Adam was made from adamah, from the dust (apher) of adamah. Nevertheless, Daniel does not say ‘adamah,’ Daniel says ‘adamoth’, which is feminine plural in Hebrew. Words that end in ‘oth’ indicate feminine plurality.
What is this dust of the Earths? As you see, it is not one earth but many. This refers to the physical body. If you do not know how to read kabbalistically, you might think he is talking about the planet Earth, but no. Adamoth is plural. The physical body is related with the Sephirah Malkuth, which is a feminine Sephirah, even if our body is masculine. So this plural adamoth (feminine earths) indicates our philosophical earth: our physical bodies. “From the dust of the earths” means from the archetypes that are placed in our earths (physical bodies). Adam is made from them.
Notwithstanding, the way that we are now, we are not Adam, because the Adam that we are talking about here is not the physical body. The Adam made into the image of God is that creature that has seven bodies and is self-awakened into the image of God. In order to create that Adam, we have to collect all the archetypes in the Garden of Eden, which is adamah, the physical body. This is understandable when we comprehend from this Kabbalistic point of view that the dust of adamah is made by the twenty-two Arcana, the archetypes, the twenty-two letters.
It comes into my mind the “dust” of the prophet Enoch. In the Zohar it is stated:
We have studied, "And many of those who sleep in the dust of the earth shall awake" (Daniel 12:2). The dust of the earth is (form by letters) as was said in the book of Enoch that the friends looked at the letters (as dust) floating in the air, which are: Aleph Ayin Dalet Pei Mem Tav Resh, which form the words ‘apher adamoth’ (dust of the earths).
These seven Hebrew letters form “the dust of the earths.” The word adamoth begins with aleph, the first letter, and ends with tav, the twenty-second letter. Thus, the word adamoth is an allusion to all of the twenty-two letters between Aleph and Tav.
This is very significant, because in adamoth the letter Aleph has the numerical value of one, Daleth is four, Mem is forty, and Tav is four hundred: 1 + 4 + 40 + 400 = 4441, that when added together sums up 13, which is the number of Kether, the father of all the lights, or the Father of all the archetypes, represented by the letter Aleph (the air where the letters are floating as dust). The letter Tav is the seal or covenant of God.
All of the twenty-two Arcana, twenty two letters, form the dust of the earth, and they are in every one of us—but where? We already explained how the forces, the archetypes, as “dust” descend from the spiritual world through different dimensions, to finally enter into the ground, “adamah,” the physical body. Nevertheless, these archetypes enter through Yesod, the superior aspect of the physical body, which is the vital body, called Eden.
Through the metabolism of the physical body, those archetypes arrange, develop, and finally go into the endocrine system. The endocrine system is formed by all the glands of the physical body that create different hormones. In Greek, the word hormone means “to impel, to propel.” The hormones travel in the blood, and go to different places in order to impel the body into activity; that is what is called metabolism.
In Hebrew the letters Daleth and Mem form the word 'Dam' (blood). Daleth and Mem are between Aleph and Tav of Adamoth. Hormones are issued by the glands in the body and circulate in the blood to control the actions of cells and organs
All of those forces that come from above finally reach the sexual glands and form the most powerful hormones. Yes, in our genitalia we have the sexual hormones, which are the most powerful hormones that the human organism creates, or transforms. Through the sexual hormones is how we multiply and how God through us can create. This is how those archetypes of Chokmah, Christ, that are sent from above, are placed in the sexual potency. This is how God through the hormones impels the organism to activity.
So in other words, within the hormones we have the Christic forces of God that impel the chemical processes of the matter that occur within the living cell, which are necessary for the maintenance of life.
In him was life; and the life was the light of men… He was in the world, and the world was made by him, and the world knew him not. He came unto his own, and his own received him not. - John 1: 4, 10, 11
This Godly force is called Aun. Aleph Vav Nun is pronounced ‘ohn,” which in Hebrew is the sexual potency, virility. As you see this word begins with Aleph, continues with the letter Vav, and ends with the letter Nun. Aleph is the wind in the head, the breath of God that you receive through your nose. The letter Vav is the spinal column. The letter Nun, which in Aramaic is fish, are the sexual hormones, which crystallize in the sperm in the man and ovum in the woman.
Aun represents the Christic force from above that works through sex. This is why Aun is a powerful mantra: Aun relates to the sexual potency. Aun is precisely the impelling Christic force of the sexual hormones in every human organism. That is one of the meanings of the sacred name of the Master Samael Aun Weor.
Weor begins with Vav, the spinal column; the letter vav in Hebrew can mean “and.” The word ‘Eor’ is Aur, light, pronounced ‘or.’ So in Hebrew “weor” means “and light.”
In Hebrew, light is written with Aleph, Vav, and Reish: the light of the air ‘Aleph’ that through the spine “Vav’ rises into the head, Reish. ‘Weor’ happens when you raise the Christic force of ‘Aun’ your sexual potency to your head; that is Aun Weor.
Now, something also very important came into my mind, which is about the meaning of the word Samael. Let us see how you write the word Samael with the sacred alphabet of Kabbalah: Samech is the first letter, which is the s. The letter Mem is the ‘m.’ The letters Aleph and Lamed form the word El, which means God. This is how you write Samael.
The two first letters of Samael are Samech and Mem, Sa-ma. The Samech, s in Hebrew, is a circle, a serpent biting his own tail. This is the Ouroboros.
The revolving Ouroboros is ‘sssssssss’, related to the chakra Muladhara. The letter Mem is related with the chakra Svadhisthana, related to the prostate or the uterus. So the two letters of the word Samael are related with the chakra Muladhara and the chakra Swadhistana.
Now you understand why Samael has the wisdom of the tree of Daath—which is wisdom. It is easy to see it, Kabbalistically speaking.
And you can see it astrologically in the symbols of the planet Mars. The planet Mars is symbolized by a circle with a square in the middle.
In the pentagram you see the symbol of Mars on the arms of the pentagram. The square is the letter Mem, because when you close the letter Mem it is called Mem-Sophit or the final Mem, and a circle is of course the letter Samech. So you find Samech and Mem in the astrological symbol of Mars:
Kabbalistically speaking, the quadrature of the circle is the square within the circle, which is also the cross within the circle; that is Samael. That is why his wisdom is the wisdom of Daath. But of course, it goes two ways, because it refers to our sexual potency that relates to the Muladhara chakra and the Svadhisthana chakra—to the prostate and to the testicles, to the ovaries and the uterus, where we have the power of creation.
The sperm or the ovum is the fish—that is why it is written that the fish swims in the water, Mem. In the fish is the energy, the Christic force of Jahavah, or Iod-Havah, because the final journey is the sperm, the letter Nun. That is why when you read many words like “Aun,” it is related with the letter Nun, which is always pointing to the sexual force, the sexual hormones, whose source is the sperm or the ovum.
You find many names in the Hebrew Bible with the letter Nun. For instance, Cain ends with Nun. So, Cain means something in relation with sex, but also in relation with the head, because it begins with Kuf, which relates to the head.
By knowing the meaning of the Hebrew letters, you will see why the words and names of the archetypes or symbols in Genesis are written as they are.
Enoch, for instance, has the letter Nun in the middle. It is written that Enoch was the first son of Cain - who was ejected from the Garden of “Eden” (a word that also has Nun); Cain begot a son, whose name was Enoch—Chanoch is how you say it in Hebrew because it begins with Chet, but in English we say Enoch.
If you observe the letters of the Hebrew alphabet, Nun is in Eden, and Eden begins with Ayin which symbolizes the eyes, and Daleth follows it. We talked very extensively about the letter Daleth, which symbolizes a door. Eden is a door, and the letter Nun is also there, which is the sperm. That is why Eden in Hebrew literally means “pleasure.” This is how you see the meaning of this.
And because of the topic of this lecture - which is soothsayers and prophets - we have to understand how the soothsayers are developed and how the prophets are developed; both of them have their root in Daath, in Eden: Ayin, Daleth, Nun. As you can see, even the spelling of Ayin ends also in Nun—Ayin is an open Nun. It has the sperm, the Nun as it base, the sexual hormone that impels, that creates the universe through Zayin.
Within Nun, within our sex, within our sexual hormones, are placed the twenty-two archetypes, thus everybody has them. But if you spill the Nun, you spill the twenty-two letters out of your body; the dust of the earth goes out. Yet, if you transmute your Nun, then the dust of the earth makes Adam within you. God creates through Nun. This is why Master Jesus of Nazareth stated:
Verily, verily, I say unto thee, except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God. That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. - John 3: 5, 6
The water is symbolized by Mem, the sexual energy, the sexual matter. The spirit is the fire, is the word in the Nun; this is why it is stated:
Now to Abraham and his seed were the promises made. He saith not, And to seeds, as of many; but as of one, And to thy seed, which is Christ. – Galatians 3: 16
“And to thy seed which is Christ,” because Christ is Chokmah, Christ is the Word; Christ is Jahavah, the twenty-two archetypes that we need to shape in order to create Adam in Jehovah’s image.
So are you following this? Because we are entering into the mysteries of the Soothsayers and Prophets; so, observe the letter Ayin:
The letter Ayin is an opened letter Nun carrying a letter Zayin on its lap. The letter Nun:
The letter Nun is a vertical line with two small horizontal lines—one at the top and another at the bottom; that is Nun.
This is the letter Vav:
Kabbalists state that the letter Nun is a broken letter Vav. Vav is a straight line. Nun is a broken Vav, meaning broken at the top and at the bottom; that is Nun, which is symbolizes a fish.
When you see the letter Ayin, you see an opened Nun, as when you stretch your body; that is an opened Nun. On top, on its lap, protrudes the letter Zayin, which is similar to the letter Vav with the exception that the vertical line protrudes from the middle of its head (the Iod on top of the letters Vav and Zayin). This is Zayin:
The letter Zayin protrudes from the lap of the Nun. This is how you make the letter Ayin.
Kabbalistically, this indicates something very easy to understand. The letter Vav represents the spinal column and its ‘Iod’ (at the top of the Vav) is related with the right eye of God. The letter Zayin is also related with the spinal column and its ‘Iod’ is related with the left eye of God. Zayin is feminine; that is why they say that Vav is Adam and Zayin is Eve.
Do not mistake the letter Zayin with Ayin.
Ayin is the letter that is in the middle of the word Daath.
So, in short, the letter Ayin indicates that the forces that come from the ‘Iod’ above, through the ‘Vav’ the spinal column, have their final journey in the sex, in the Nun.
When you say Ayin, the word is related to the eyes, but the eyes that see the mystery, because remember that the letter Ayin is in the middle of the word Daath. Daath is Hebrew for knowledge, and it is written that it is the knowledge of good and evil. That knowledge of good and evil are the two eyes of God, symbolized by the top Iods of the Zayin and the Vav.
Where are those two eyes of God? They are within each one of us.
Remember that we stated that the first triangle is related with ‘Iod,’ the head—do not forget about it. Therefore, Kether, Chokmah, Binah—Father, Son, and Holy Spirit—are related with the brain. In the pineal gland we have the Atom of the Holy Spirit. In the pituitary gland, we have the Atom of the Son. In the root of the nose we have the Atom of the Father. This is the Holy Trinity in the head.
Notwithstanding, the eyes of God in us are related with two glands: the pituitary gland and the pineal gland. These two glands are the eyes of the letter Ayin. It could relate also to the physical eyes, but mainly to these two glands, because the knowledge that we are talking about is esoteric knowledge that belongs to the internal dimensions, the internal worlds; it belongs to heaven. We need to see that with the eyes of the spirit. Thus, when you read in the Bible that a Prophet saw God, understand what is written there, since it does not relate to the physical eyes.
Based on my own experience, when I have experienced and I have seen my own particular individual Being, I have seen him with my internal eyes, not with my physical eyes, because God is not physical, God is spiritual.
In order to see God you need to awaken your internal eyes. These are two: the pineal gland is related with intuition, and the pituitary gland is related with clairvoyance.
Indeed, the eye related with the pituitary gland is double—it could be positive clairvoyance or negative clairvoyance. Clairvoyance means “clear vision,” and there are many levels of clairvoyance, clear vision, in relation with these two glands.
In endocrinology, the pituitary and pineal glands are related with the sexual glands; both contribute to the development and activity of the sexual glands.
Now you know why the letter Ayin is in the middle of the word Daath: Daleth is the door; Ayin are the eyes based in Nun, your sexual potency.
Behold the letter Tav at the end of Daath: if you observe the letter Tav, it is made by two letters: the letter Daleth on the right, and at the left a letter Nun. Tav is Daleth and Nun together; this indicates that the ‘Tav’ of the end of the word Daath is the seal of God, which is the ‘Nun’ on the door ‘Daleth.’ That is Shaddai in the sex as well—Daath is the door to leave or to enter. So there are two doors (two Daleth) in Daath—in the beginning and in the end—but the end-door is joined to another letter Nun. This is how you discover the mysteries of the Sephirah Daath, related with Nun.
This is why it is written that the serpent spoke to Zayin, the woman—we already explained that the woman Chavah or Isha relates to the sexual organs—for the ‘Nun’ is within the sexual organs, the base for the two eyes of God: Adam (Vav) and Eve (Zayin). In order for the brain (Adam) to receive knowledge, he does it through sex (Eve), as it is written:
And the serpent said unto (Zayin) the woman…: For Elohim doth know that in the day ye eat thereof, then your eyes (Ayin) shall be opened, and ye shall be as Elohim, knowing good and evil. – Genesis 3: 4, 5
Kabbalah says that in the letter Ayin the left eye (Zayin) is evil and the right (Vav) eye is good. ‘Your eyes (Ayin) shall be opened, and ye shall be as Elohim, knowing good and evil.’
As we already know, these eyes are always in the head where you find the Holy Trinity, the Logos, the Word, the dust of the Earth, the archetypes placed within the physical body. In other words, the dust of the earth, the twenty-two Arcana, the archetypes, are related with the brain (the Iod) and with the ‘Nun’ of sex, with Adam and Eve, with Ish and Isha, masculine and feminine, in our physical body.
Are you following this? This is very important in order for us to understand how this inner sight is developed, or how we shall be as Elohim, knowing good and evil, when we eat of the fruit of the tree of knowledge. The tree of knowledge has fruits—these fruits are the ‘Nun’: the sperm and the ovum.
Everything was created by the word of God; so we were created in the sexual act, thus, we inherit that power in our sexual organs. All of what we know and all of that which is the universe, created by the word of God that was in the beginning, is what we may know. Therefore, knowledge—whether physical, internal or spiritual or any type of knowledge as that which we read in a book—comes from letters. For example, the Bible is written with the twenty-two letters, the twenty-two Arcana, the twenty-two archetypes.
It is written in the Book of Revelation:
And I saw a strong angel proclaiming with a loud voice, who is worthy to open the book, and to loose the seals thereof?
And no man in heaven, nor in earth, neither under the earth, was able to open the book, neither to look thereon. And I wept much, because no man was found worthy to open and to read the book, neither to look thereon. – Revelation 5: 2-4
What is that book? We always state that we are that book; the human being is that book! We are books (sephers in Hebrew) made from the dust of the Earth, “epher” the dust of adamoth, the physical bodies. Adamoth is plural, because each one of us has his own adamah (physical body).
Who is worthy to open the book, and to loose the seals thereof? According to the Book of Revelation, only the lamb is worthy to open the book.
Who is the lamb? It is Chokmah, the wisdom, Christ; it is the word incarnated the one worthy to loose the seals thereof and unveil all the mysteries, which are within. And when the Lamb through you unveils the mysteries that are written within and on the backside of you, the Lamb—through you—unveils the mysteries for the souls who are outside of you. Each one of us has the same in potentiality; thus, every prophet wrote what he saw according to his own development.
The Lemurian humanity through the orgasm spilled the creative word of God. Now you can understand why it is stated that the worst of the sins is blasphemy against the Holy Spirit, the giver of life—that is, within the sperm is the word of God in potentiality. To blaspheme is to pronounce or to utter the Word in the wrong way, or to pronounce yourself against the giver of the power of the word; you do this through the orgasm. The organs of the Holy Spirit are the throat (Daath) and the sexual organs (Yesod). So, in other words, to be a fornicator is to be a blasphemer, because you sin against the word when you talk in the wrong way or when you fornicate, when you utilize your sexual organs in the wrong way.
That sentence falls upon all of us like a sharp sword, because all of us are fornicators and adulterers. There is no one who is immune from the sin against the Holy Ghost. Fornication is the spilling of the Nun out of the body—that is fornication, because the Nun, the fish, has Christ within.
There is a book in the Old Testament that is called the Book of Joshua (IESHUA). Joshua (Yeshua) means ‘savior.’ It is written in the book of Joshua 1:1:
“Now after the death of Moses the servant of Iod-Havah it came to pass, that Iod-Havah spake unto Joshua the son of Nun”
This is why Ieshua, Jesus Christ, who came two thousand years ago, was also called the son of Nun. And this is why Gnostics utilized the fish as a symbol at the beginning of Christianity. In Aramaic, fish is Nun. Ictus is fish in Greek…
This fish, the letter Nun, contains Christ, and is the sexual seed in each one of us. If we spill the Nun, we spill Christ, which is fire, which is the word. When we spill it, we spill the twenty-two Arcana, the twenty-two commandments. We sin against the twenty-two—all the commandments of God, in one single act. That is why it is written that when Adam, the brain, fornicated because of Eve, the sexual organs, he lost the word:
It is to Seth the third son of Adam and Eve that all the generations of the earth and all the truly righteous of the world trace their descent. Rabbi Yosi said that those two final letters of Torah, SHIN AND TAV, were left intact even after Adam had transgressed against all the 22 letters of Torah, Because the Sin against the Tree of Knowledge affected the Whole Torah. And when he repented before his Master, he cleaved to those two letters, Shin and Tav, which had remained whole, and, at that point, the original letters returned in the reverse order of Tav, Shin, Resh, Kof, and so on.
Adam lost twenty letters. Only two letters remain with him, which were Shin and Tav that form the word Seth; in other words, only Shin (fire) and Tav (the seal of the cross), in order for us to be redeemed.
But, how did the letters go out from Adam? It was when the Nun (the sperm and the ovum) went out from the body through the spasm or ‘the orgasm of the beasts’. The word of God (the twenty-two Archetypes of Chokmah) went out and the man remained naked, empty, without the word… they knew Klipoth. That is why it is written:
And when the woman (Isha, the sexual organ) saw that the tree was good for food, and that it was pleasant to the eyes (Ayin), and a tree to be desired to make one wise, she (the sexual organ) took (through the orgasm) of the fruit thereof (by ejaculating the seed, the Nun), and did eat (like a beast), and gave (the bestial sensation) also unto her husband (the Brain) with her; and he did eat. And the eyes (the Iods of the Vav and Zayin of Ayin) of them both were opened (in Klipoth), and they knew that they were naked (as a consequence of that bestial act); and they sewed fig leaves together, and made themselves aprons. – Genesis 3: 6, 7
The fig leaves are the symbol of the sexual energy, feminine sexual forces that went out, the creative forces of Ida. “And the eyes of them both were opened,” opened where? It is written and the Master Samael clearly explained it in his book “Igneous Rose”:
When [Aleph, the breath of God] the Akashic breath, reinforced by willpower, descends through (the Vav, the spinal column) our Brahmanic cord and finds atoms of fornication (satanic atoms collected from the infernos of the human being during the movements of the genital orgasmic contraction, which occurs in the seminal ejaculation) instead of Christic atoms; the collision of (Aleph) the Akasha with such satanic atoms awakens the Kundalini in a negative manner (awakening the Kundabuffer). A satanic atom that resides in the Muladhara chakra enters into activity, and controls it, causing it to descend from the coccyx downwards towards [Klipoth] the atomic infernos of the human being, forming (the Kundabuffer organ) the famous tail with which Satan is represented.
This is how the sexual organs collect satanic atoms of the secret enemy with the genital orgasmic contraction during the seminal ejaculation (orgasm), which is advised by the black magicians... Therefore, when these atoms attempt to ascend upwardly towards (Schamayim) Urania (heaven, the head), they then are violently rejected by (the three Iods of Aleph) the Akashic breath, which throws them downwards towards the coccyx. This sexual practice awakens the Muladhara negatively and causes a certain atom of the secret enemy to enter into activity. This atom then exercises control over the Kundalini, directing it downwards towards [Klipoth] the submerged worlds of consciousness, thus forming (the Kundabuffer) the famous tail of demons.
This is how the disciples of these black magicians separate themselves from the Divine Triad, Atman-Buddhi-Manas [Abraham, Isaac, Jacob]. This is how they convert themselves into tantric personalities of [Klipoth] the abyss.
Through the orgasm, the solar atoms (the Christic atoms, the word, the archetypical letters of the sacred word of God) go out. Thus, instead of those sacred forces, the organism absorbs satanic atoms from the world of Klipoth and they arise to the brain. This is how the brain (Adam) becomes polluted with satanic atoms (devolving atoms) from the world of Klipoth or the infernos, inferior dimensions. In other words, this is how Adam, the brain begat Cain, a bestial mind, and the eyes are opened for Klipoth, and they know that they are naked— now they are in Klipoth, in evil, pollution, they are no longer with the positive forces because they spilled them.
In Klipoth you find all those soothsayers that developed their inner eyes through fornication (orgasm). They have many excuses for this. The first one is, “we must have a child.” We all have the need to have a child, but that is the animal inheritance that is very alive in all of us. We forgot how to have children in the Edenic way. All of us know how to procreate in the animal way; thus, every time we fornicate (experience the orgasm) the organism attracts the forces of Klipoth—because in Klipoth fornication and adultery are a law. From fornication and adultery derive many other sexual degenerations, which in Klipoth are laws. If in Klipoth you accuse somebody of being a fornicator or adulterer they shrug their shoulders and say, “So what’s the big deal, in Klipoth everybody is a fornicator and adulterer.” That is the falling of Israel into Egypt, into Klipoth. And this is how at that time, in ancient times, when Adam and Eve created Cain -which symbolized the falling of humanity- the animal mind ‘Cain’ had a son whose name was Enoch.
According to the Bible, there was an Enoch who was a great Prophet, but the son of Cain is a different Enoch. According to H. P. Blavatsky,
Khanoch, Hanoch, or Enoch means the "Initiator" and "teacher," as well as esoterically and spiritually, Enoch or Enoichion means the "Seer of the Open Eye.
Enoch the son of Cain symbolizes that humanity that was initiated in Klipoth, and that started seeing in evil, knowing evil. In Hebrew, evil is ra (spelled Reish, Ayin). The letter Reish symbolizes the head and Ayin the eyes, thus Ra means the way in which the head sees degeneration. Since the time of the fall from Eden, humanity has been developing in Ra, evil. In Ra, Ayin, the eyes of Reish (the head) are opened in a negative manner.
Nevertheless, Daniel 12:2 stated:
And many of them that sleep in the dust of the earth shall awake, some to everlasting life, and some to shame and everlasting contempt.
We fell, and now we must return to the dust of the earth, as it is written:
...till thou return unto the ground (Adamah); for out of it wast thou taken: for dust (epher) thou art, and unto dust shalt thou return. – Genesis 3: 19
That was a sentence to Adam. That dust is the letters (sepher) that were in him alive, but when he fornicated then that dust went out of him and returned to the earth (adamah). He has to return into the dust of the earth in order to resuscitate, in other words.
So their eyes were opened and they started seeing the physical world (Assiah) and the infernal worlds (Klipoth), thus knowing about evil. They became Enoch, a seer, but in an evil way, because as written Enoch the son of Cain was the killer of Abel.
This Enoch or seer represents a type of vision (related to the infrared) that is developed in those individuals who study Kabbalah but are fornicators. There are many who continue with the orgasm, thus what they see internally, psychologically, spiritually, are the satanic atoms from Klipoth, and based on that they predict events that happen in the physical world—because unfortunately, most of the events (but not all) that happen in the physical world are crystallizations from Klipoth, where we find the karma of this world.
Soothsayers (clairvoyants who fornicate) can predict many things, because the evil that we have which is Cain, belongs to Klipoth, belongs to the law of recurrence.
Soothsayers can see many things about your ego when you consult them about your future; they can see what is going on in Klipoth (the inferior consciousness), because their soothsayer ego is awaken in Klipoth and can see the submerged levels of your mind. The soothsayer ego is the outcome of fornication.
They are false prophets. They are what the Bible called Baalim (a plural Hebrew word for “sirs”). “Baal” is precisely that soothsayer ego that develops in Klipoth. Thus, all of those who are developed in Klipoth are called Baalim, which is the opposite of Adonai, which is “the Lord” in Hebrew.
And as Obadiah was in the way, behold, Elijah met him: and he knew him, and fell on his face, and said, art thou Elijah (my God Jah) my Adonai? ……..
And it came to pass, when Ahab saw Elijah, that Ahab said unto him, art thou he that troubleth Israel?
And he answered, I have not troubled Israel; but thou, and thy father's house, in that ye have forsaken the commandments of Iod-Havah, and thou hast followed the Baalim. – 1 Kings 18: 7, 17, 18
Kabbalah derives from the word kabel, which in Hebrew means “to receive.” Intellectual Kabbalists are fornicators who ‘receive’ information from Klipoth. This is precisely what we have to understand, because there are many Kabbalists in the world who know about the twenty-two letters, but through the orgasm they spill these twenty-two letters into Klipoth and thus develop in the wrong way; in other words, they are lost, because they lost "Shemhamephorash," the word.
We have to find "Shemhamephorash," the word again, that we lost because of fornication, and that is why Zachariah stated:
Given that the teraphim (mediums, channelers) have spoken lustfully and the soothsayers have perceived falsehood and futile dreams, they are speaking with vanity; consequently as a flock they journey, they are being debased, since there is no one shepherding them. – Zachariah 10:2
Indeed, the world is filled with soothsayers; there are many, yet it is not enough to preach: we have to follow the word, as the apostle James said:
For if any be a hearer of the word, and not a doer, he is like unto a man beholding his natural face in a glass: For he beholdeth himself, and goeth his way, and straightway forgetteth what manner of man he was [and just become a soothsayer]. - James 1: 23, 24
Presently, there are many Baalim in the world. We have to be careful not to fall into the mistake of becoming Baalim, namely: a soothsayer, a diviner, a sorcerer, that is, somebody who knows a lot of spirituality, Kabbalah, a lot of Gnosis etc., but who in the sexual act spills the Nun through the bestial orgasm, even if he does it in a very holy manner. For there are many who pronounce sacred words, mantras, in the moment when they are spilling the seed, thinking that in that way their bestial act will become holy, but it does not. Listen: once you reach the orgasm - it does not matter in which way (physically or energetically, with prayers or without prayers) - if the Nun, the seed is spilled out of your body, the “dust of the earth” is ejected. Consequently, the Adam made in the image of God cannot exist within, because the Creator, which is "Shemhamephorash," the Word, the twenty-two Arcana, are spilled out from Yesod. Thus, you attract the satanic atoms from Klipoth and develop the Kundabuffer organ, which means the tail of Satan.
By means of the Kundabuffer, the negatively polarized sexual fire, the fornicator starts developing inner sight, the Ayin—but as subjective clairvoyance, unconscious clairvoyance, or infra-conscious clairvoyance, related with Klipoth. The superior type of sight, the divine sight of Ayin, can only awaken through chastity, when you do not spill the seed—when you transform the sperm and the ovum into energy and raise that energy to your brain by means of your Zayin, in order to develop the divine sight
That is why it is written that at that time, when humanity fell in the crime of animal generation, the black magicians or Baalim that were the outcome of this, soothsayers, clairvoyants—but from Klipoth. Then White Lodge made effort to create angels from those fallen individuals, capable of knowing good and evil, in order to return into the light. This is how Seth was born, who is the third son of Adam and Eve. It is written:
And Adam knew his wife again; and she bare a son, and called his name Seth: For God, said she, hath appointed me another seed instead of Abel, whom Cain slew. – Genesis 4:25
Seth is the replacement of Abel, which is the soul. Seth is Abel exiting from Klipoth. Seth is a soul that already suffered the consequences of his fornication. Abel, when he was killed by Cain (the mind), went into lower Earth to suffer the karma, and when that humanity again received the knowledge of chastity, then Abel, that soul within which the archetypes were placed, came out by means of the savior (Yeshua) and went up into the spinal column with the knowledge of evil, now of good and evil.
The plan of the Elohim was to create a brain and a throat in order for us to this day to create with the power of the word, as the Elohim create with the power of the word. But humanity at that time did not learn how to create with the power of the word but only with the power of Nefesh, like the animals.
This is why the two sexes were separated, and the man kept the masculine polarity and the women the feminine polarity; the two polarities of the sexual organs were separated in order for the brain to receive more strength and to develop the throat as well. Unfortunately, the black magicians ruined the whole plan, and humanity, instead of returning into the Tree of Life, keeps fornicating and developing evil sight or the evil eye as some call it; the evil Ayin, the evil eye, which is very common in many cultures, i.e. they say: “This person is looking at me with an evil eye,” with this they mean that the forces of Klipoth are transferred through the sight and hurt others. All of us have that in different levels, but the person that has this evil eye, evil magnetism, is indeed no good; yet, in some level each one of us have that evil eye. Sometimes when we look at a person and say, “I really do not like this person,” we are applying the evil eye to him/her.
The evil sight is represented by Enoch the son of Cain, which in terms of history, represents the humanity that evolved in Atlantis and became what they became, but were destroyed.
Notwithstanding, there is something very significant here; Seth also had a son, which was Enosh, which is similar to Enoch—but Enosh had a son, Cainan—and this is how the Bible said: Cainan had Mahalalel and Mahalalel Chared and Chared had Enoch. As you see, you find again Enoch, the seventh patriarch in accordance to the Book of Genesis.
So, Enoch appears again but as the son of Seth, the seventh generation. This Enoch of the seventh generation, if you count from the bottom—since Adam is the brain of the physical body, Seth is the vital body, Enosh the son of Seth is the astral body, Kainan is the mental body, Mahalalel is the causal body, Hared the body of the conscious or buddhic body, and Enoch the Spirit—the one who walked with God, as it is written.
Indeed, the one who always walks with God is Chesed, our own particular individual Spirit.
So behold here the mystery: this great seer or patriarch Enoch, before becoming Enoch the son of Seth, he was in evil, as all of us, a son of Cain, because no one becomes an Angel, God, an Elohim, without knowing evil.
Enoch was first the son of Cain, and afterwards that archetype developed and became Enoch, the son of the seventh generation of Seth, the one that walks with God.
There is a book written called the Book of Enoch, which is very profound.
This is how this great avatar, this great master Enoch became a vehicle of a real Angel.
Chesed, Enoch, the seventh patriarch inside of us, develops according to the rising of the fire in every body, according to the developing of the word I-E-O-U-A-M-S, the seven vowels. This is why it is written that Enoch brought the twenty-two letters of the Hebrew alphabet. He became an Angel, the Angel Metatron. That Angel represents Kether, the Father in the world of Atziluth, but you also find that name in the world of Briah; Metatron represents the world of Kether.
Enoch, the prophet Enoch, the master Enoch, is the Bodhisattva of the Angel Metatron, who is a very high Angel, very powerful. And, he himself is an archetype in each one of us.
When you read the Bible and you read about two Enoch’s—it is referring to the descent and the opening of the eyes in evil and the returning of Enoch into the upper worlds the worlds, the world of light and opening his eyes and becoming a prophet of God.
A real prophet of God knows about good and evil, but is developed in the upper direction, while a soothsayer is stuck in Klipoth because he is a fornicator. The only way to go out of the soothsayer or diviner level is by transmuting the Nun within which the word of God is hidden. When that force of the Nun rises in the spinal column, then our Ayin are opened again, and we become like Elohim, knowing good and evil. This is why the prophets always know better, because they have come from below. Thus, when a spiritual person is lying the Prophets know, and say, “This is not a prophet, he is a fornicator, a soothsayer, and he is not uttering the words of Jahavah, because he is spilling the seed.”
The Prophets have said, “We are prophets of Jahavah,” or Jahavah said this or Jahavah said that, because Jahavah is the word developed within them. This is how the prophets say things that are exact and are messengers of Jahavah.
The messengers of Elohim or Jahavah Elohim are the Cheseds, or better said, the Chasidim—the prophets that utter the commandments of God in Daath; they are awakened and know about good and evil.
Do you see the difference here? Both the soothsayers and the prophets utilize Daath, the Tree of Knowledge, which is sex; both of them know about sex. The soothsayers teach black or grey Tantra (they allow the orgasm) and teach people how to develop spiritual vision that is still corrupted by the ego. It is not strange to find clairvoyants among them and with a lot of clairvoyance seeing things; and it is not rare to find them in the internal worlds, awakened.
It comes into mind at his very moment, Brutus, the one who betrayed Julius Caesar. The Master Samael talks about him in The Mystery of the Golden Blossom. Read carefully:
One starry night in the superior worlds, while talking with my great friend the radiant Angel Adonai, who now has a physical body, I received an extraordinary piece of news.
“That man (Brutus),” said the Angel, “has awakened in evil and for evil.”
I confirmed this some days later upon encountering him in the superior worlds...
We will conclude this chapter with the words heard in ecstasy by Daniel, the eternal Prophet, and which refer to the end of time...
“And many of them that sleep in the dust of the earth shall awake, some to everlasting life, and some to shame and everlasting contempt.
“And they that be wise shall shine as the brightness of the firmament; and they that turn many to righteousness as the stars for ever and ever.
“But you, oh Daniel, shut up the words and seal the book, until the time of the end. Many shall run to and fro and knowledge shall be increased”. - Daniel 12:2-41
The Angel Adonai – who is the name of God in Malkuth – is the God of the prophets—this is why the master Samael always said, “My great friend the radiant Angel Adonai” because he was following the Lord.
Adonai told Samael in the internal planes that “such and such a fellow (Brutus) has awakened,” Adonai says, “in evil and for evil.”
How do we interpret this? He awakened in Ra and for Ra, we would say in Hebrew, meaning that in the internal planes, this initiate awakened in Klipoth, because he was behaving in the wrong way. He was awakened, not asleep, since anyone who awakens in Klipoth knows how to consciously travel in the astral plane.
Personally, I know many of them, because I found them in the internal planes and they always behave very cunningly, trying to deviate you from the path. They know that they are in the astral plane; they do not ignore it because they know how to go in and out, in and out from their physical bodies.
So remember: both the soothsayers and the prophets know how to consciously go outside of their bodies. Soothsayers go to Klipoth, whereas prophets go up; soothsayers can supplant any master and foretell you wrong things. This is how the prophecies or the prophecy of Daniel is fulfilled:
“And many of them that sleep in the dust of the earth shall awake, some to everlasting life, and some to shame and everlasting contempt.”
There are two ways to awaken: positive or negative, and the base is always sex, the sexual energy. That is why we have to very carefully study the word of God, in order to know how to polarize ourselves with the positive aspect.
The prophecy of Daniel is being fulfilled in this day and age: there are many who are awakened and seeing things, but it is not enough to awaken, we need to awaken in good, in the positive manner.
That is why - about those who awaken in the positive manner - it is written: “and God saw that it was good.” This is written in Genesis. Every single moment in Genesis it says and God saw—to see—that it was good. Thus, if we are awakening and know how to go into the astral plane, that is not enough. We have to know how to awake positively.
I remember for instance one night when I was falling asleep, all of a sudden I saw a black magician coming and trying to hurt me, and then I just wanted to punch him, since, you know, this is because I still have ego, thus I just wanted to punch him on the face. So I was allowing him to approach me and when I punched him my fist went through him like through the air, then he was laughing. “Oh,” I said, “this condemned one is awakened.” He was trying to hurt me again and I was trying again to punch him, but I could not—he was awakened in evil and for evil. So therefore I said, “I should conjure him,” and then, when I recited the Conjuration of the Seven, ‘poof,’ he went away. I said to myself, “Well, you lost the enjoyment of punching him.” Now, I have to meditate on that ego, because I reacted with an ego of anger, I reacted in a negative way—yes, that was a negative way for me to react. But this happens many times on the path. It is better to conjure them and not to punch them.
They are always there in the internal planes, very awakened. The fact that they are awakened and can tell you things does not mean they are awakened in the positive manner.
Soothsayers may know a lot of Kabbalah; in this day and age a lot of people know a lot of Kabbalah. But the only way to awaken in a positive manner is by being in chastity, by annihilating your ego, and by doing charity, love in the conscious way—not mechanical love—because love is law, but conscious love—this is how you develop positive clairvoyance.
So, this is how you find in the Bible the many ways in which humanity can awake, or the explanation of how humanity awoke in evil and for evil or in good and for good. The Tree of Good and Evil is the root, the point of departure, in order to awaken above or to awaken below; remember that. And remember that Tree of Good and Evil is your sexual energy; the more you purify your sexual matter, the better—because then you are advancing in the positive way.
Questions and Answers
Audience: As a single person, if you are transmuting your sexual energy and you are eliminating your ego, can you still be a soothsayer?
Speaker: Well, all of us have a lot of soothsayer inside, because we have ego. That is why the Master Samael Aun Weor wrote a book called ‘Endocrinology and Criminology’. You have to study your ego. When you start awakening your Ayin, you start seeing things in your pineal gland and your pituitary gland, yet you have to understand that we have the ego within, the soothsayer within. You have to meditate on what you see and to wait, and not to utter any words, because sometimes it is the ego that is seeing things and sometimes infra-consciousness or infra-clairvoyance can develop—meaning that you go out of your body down into the inferno, and you see the people doing wrong things. If you do not know that you are there, you think, “Oh, that the person is behaving in the wrong way”—without knowing that it is the ego of that person behaving in Klipoth in that way.
Sometimes you see the past lives of other people when they were behaving also in the wrong way—and not the present life; that is called subconscious clairvoyance.
Sometimes you see projections of your own ego, which is called unconscious clairvoyance; all of that is related with the ego.
All of us have that; the experiences you have in the internal planes sometimes relate to unconscious clairvoyance, your own projections; sometimes to subconscious clairvoyance, things from the past; sometimes from infra-conscious clairvoyance, things from hell, which act there, which happen there.
If you do not know, if you are not disciplined, if you do not know a lot of psychology and Kabbalah, you can utter a false judgment. This is how in the Gnostic movement, there are many disciples of Master Samael Aun Weor who started doing that, i.e.: “Oh I saw in the internal planes this and that, so such and such fellow is fallen, is doing this and that, is a vampire, is evil,” whatever—now, there are a lot of followers repeating the same thing. In other words, slandering—that is wrong—because all of us are evil.
In order to be a completely conscious or supra-conscious clairvoyant, you have to have zero ego—no ego at all. As long as you have ego, be careful, because you can utter a false oracle or judgment, and this is precisely what we have to understand when we enter this knowledge. Remember that we are 97 percent ego, so in the moment that we are awakened, since we have ego, just transform through comprehension that negative awakening into positive, because all of us are more or less clairvoyant.
Drugs, LSD, marijuana, mushrooms, all of that puts into activity, soothsayers. They awaken, yes, so what? This is not the way to awaken positively.
Meditation and annihilation of the ego is the only way to awaken positively.
Audience: So let us say you are awakened, can you travel in any dimension of the internal planes?
Speaker: Any dimension in Klipoth, but not in heaven. The soothsayer within is the ego, remember this: when we say soothsayer, we are referring to the ego of the person; when we say the prophet, which is very true, the Enoch of that person which is Chesed—the individual spirit of each one of us. As long as we have the ego, we have a soothsayer inside, and with that awakened personality we can travel in Klipoth—but a soothsayer, an ego, cannot go into the superior dimensions; no, it cannot. The devil cannot enter into heaven, only Chesed, yet Chesed can investigate in hell, you see? Chesed, our own particular spirit, our own particular God, can go to hell and to heaven to investigate, but the ego cannot do that. The ego can only go to Klipoth because it belongs to Klipoth, but not to where Chesed belongs—no—the ego cannot go there, and that is a big difference.
Audience: You mentioned the prophecy of Daniel, what is that?
Speaker: Daniel, the chapter 12 of the Book of Daniel talks about the times of the end when Michael, the Logos of the sun, the Solar force, the Christic force, will come and deliver the knowledge—or as Daniel says:
But thou, O Daniel, shut up the words, and seal the book, even to the time of the end: many shall run to and fro, and knowledge shall be increased. - Daniel 12: 4
In this moment, knowledge, Daath, Gnosis has increased. Thus, “many of them that sleep in the dust of the earth shall awake, some to everlasting life, and some to shame and everlasting contempt.” Remember, that the dust of the earth is the archetypes, the twenty-two Arcana represented in Adamah, which is the physical body. Those archetypes can awaken above or below; if they awaken below they are lost, and the ego will have to be disintegrated in order for those archetypes to be liberated—which are in synthesis, Israel. Israel can go down to hell or can go up to heaven, it depends on the actions of each one of us.
When Israel goes down, the ego is disintegrated by nature, then it is lost in the inner Zion. Understand, there are two Zions: the Zion of hell and the Zion of heaven.
Audience: In meditation when you are killing the egos are you supposed to see the images like a picture?
Speaker: When you meditate on any of your egos, you have to bring into your mind the event related with that meditation. When one is meditating on one particular ego it has to be from facts.
When I do it for instance, let us say that I was insulted and my self-esteem was hurt, then my anger emerged. So when I meditate I bring into my mind that event and I see my reactions, etc., what was around me, what happened there, even the face of the person that was insulting me. That is called memory. And I see myself, the way that I reacted; that is precisely the picture, the image that you have to see. Reality based on facts and with that reality and those events, you comprehend, you understand your ego.
Without understanding, without comprehension, there is no annihilation. Why? Because understanding, comprehension, in Kabbalah is Binah. Binah is the Holy Spirit, Binah is the Divine Mother. The two forces of Binah, the Holy Spirit, are comprehension and understanding. You cannot cheat Binah, even if you say: “My Mother! Disintegrate this ego of anger!” Then the Divine Mother, who is understanding, who is comprehension might say, “I do not see (Binah) any of myself (comprehension) there—thus, how am I going to annihilate something that you did not comprehend? When you comprehend something, I know it—why?” says the Divine Mother, “because I am comprehension, I am understanding, in other words, I am Binah.” The Divine Mother demands comprehension, demands her own substance. When you meditate, you have to have that.
If you have understanding of the ego, the Divine Mother says, “Okay—I know because I am that,” so she annihilates your ego.
That is why that technique that some “Gnostics” teach, that you can annihilate by “marching”, i.e. “my Divine Mother, annihilate what is happening in this very moment,”—that is impossible, because there is no comprehension, there is no understanding there, so annihilation “by marching” is not possible, because there is no comprehension there. You have to meditate in order to reach understanding.
Any discovered defect must be intellectually analyzed; nonetheless, the intellect is not everything. The intellect is only a fraction of the mind.
We need to delve; we need to explore the subconsciousness more deeply in order to discover the inner roots of our defects. Yes, only through very deep meditation can we really explore the subconsciousness. Thus, when we have comprehended a defect completely, the energetic ‘I’ that personifies it can be disintegrated. Thus, this is how we die from moment to moment. - Samael Aun Weor, Cosmic Ships
Audience: We have to make sure we separate ourselves from that person that brings us the ordeal and not concentrate on that person…
Speaker: Such a person has to be loved by us; this is to ‘love your enemy’, that is the person that brings us the ordeal —you have to love them.
People who insult you very badly are your enemy, so—love them. How are you going to love them? You love them by comprehending the good that this person is doing for you, when you comprehend the event. If you comprehend the ego and say, “Oh this person did a lot of good to me, because without this person insulting me I would not have discovered this anger and this pride and this consciousness that I liberated.” This is comprehension. Then you develop love and say, “I really love this person and I am going to look for this person again in order to receive more benefits,” in other words more insults. That is to love your enemy; this is how you psychologically understand “to love you enemy.” But if you do not do that, you do not comprehend, then you will develop masochism—that is bad.
Audience: There are a lot of people regardless of their religion that say, “We do not need to see God, we have to have blind faith.” Are those the egos within each of us that are telling ourselves and other people that we do not need to develop the internal eyes, that we should just follow our fate…
Speaker: Indeed, we need to see God, our eyes have to be opened. When you awaken positively you can receive the instructions directly from your inner God and then you follow the first law—the first law, not the second which is the written law. And he who sees God face to face, has to die… psychologically of course. Nobody sees God face to face without dying. Do you understand this?—this is written. People think that when they see God they are going to fall physically dead because they saw God. No—it means that you cannot see God if you do not die, or if you are not dying, psychologically speaking.
Sometimes God because of mercy can appear in front of you, that is good; whether we have ego or not, we are not worthy of his mercy. Remember that when we say that we can see God we are not saying that the devil, the ego that we are, can see God; we are saying that Chesed, Enoch, that archetype, can see God—but the ego cannot; the ego has to be annihilated, destroyed.
Hercules (the Cosmic Christ) strangling the soothsayer Caco during his tenth labor in order to recover the stolen cattle (sheep).
Verily, verily I say unto you, He that entereth not by the door [Daleth, Daath, sex] into the sheep-fold, but climbeth up some other way, [by preaching different doctrines that have nothing to do with White Sexual Magic] the same is [CACO] a thief and a robber [steals the sheep and takes them into the abyss.]
We departed from Eden through [Daath] the door of sex. We can return into Eden only through the mentioned door. Eden is sex itself.
But he that entereth in by the door [Daath] is the shepherd of the sheep. To him the porter opened; and the sheep hear his voice: and he calleth his own sheep by name (with the Innermost Word), and leadeth them out (leadeth them on the path of the razor’s edge.)
And when he putteth forth his own sheep, he goeth before them, and the sheep follow him: for they know his voice (his Word, the Word of God).
And a stranger will they not follow, but will flee from him: for they know not the voice of strangers (the false shepherds [the soothsayers] do not possess the Word.)
This parable spake Jesus (whose name’s meaning is “Savior”) unto them: but they understood not what things they were which he spake unto them. (It is evident that the spirit which vivifies is always behind the letter which kills.)
Then said Jesus (the intimate Savior) unto them again, Verily, verily, I say unto you, I am the door of the sheep (The power is not in the brain, neither is it in any other place of the body, but in sex. [it is in Aun-sexual strength and light-Weor]) - John 10
We asseverate with other words the following: the creative power of the Logos is found exclusively in sex [Aun--sexual strength].
Now, it is easy to comprehend why He [Aun--sexual strength] is the door of the sheep. To search for evasions is the equivalent of fleeing from the door of Eden...
All that ever came before me (since they were not initiates in the sexual mysteries) are thieves and robbers:
I [Aun--sexual strength] am the door: by me if any man enter in, he shall be saved, (he will not fall into the abyss of perdition) and shall go in and out, and find pasture (rich spiritual food). - John 10
(And) I (light) (Weor) am the good shepherd: the good shepherd (that one who already reached that Christic Esoteric Degree) giveth his life for the sheep.
But he that is an hireling (the Tantric esotericist [the soothsayer] who still has not achieved Christification), and not the shepherd, whose own the sheep are not, seeth the wolf coming, and leaveth the sheep, and fleeth: and the wolf catcheth them, and scattereth the sheep.
And other sheep I have, which are not of this fold: (they are within “the other schools”), them also I must bring, and they shall hear my voice; and there shall be one fold, and one shepherd [Samael Aun Weor].
Therefore doth my Father love me, because I lay down my life, that I might take it again (the intimate Christ crystallizes inside of us and redeems us when we are worthy).
No man taketh it from me, but I lay it down of myself (as if saying: I crystallize in my human person when I want). I have power to lay it down, and I have power to take it again. This commandment have I received of my Father. - The Third Mountain by Samael Aun Weor
